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A Self​-​rightous Farewell

by Rotten Light

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I'm sitting here, in my house, in my home, staring at the black walls around me in my room, remembering I was the one painting them. Because black was all that remained from all the colors that once shaped me into who i was back then, and now my veins are paper-thin, like thunder and fire killing me from within Agonizing devotion, excruciating laceration Harrowing fervour of entwines our bodies Oh my enraptured queen of tumefaction I am salt and water in your wounds I crave for a reason to become a winner but the blood on my sheets says you're a sinner I wash my hands in poisoned wine I touch your face with my new hands I wash my hands in poisoned wine I touch your face with my new hands I hide myself behind these words and hope nobody's smart enough to know the art of reading between the lines because they are the one that define that i'm nowhere near fine but death sounds so pretty in a rhyme I will put a drop of my sperm in your mouth As the blood flows in your lips Taste the tearing bitterness descending in your throat And dance for me, Almighty One The glass of wineis glued to my fingertips We descend in Garmonbozia becoming one Dance for me for you are dust under my feet Wasting and decaying your vitality You will breed omnivorous emptiness Dance for me for you are dust under my feet it's past 3 am when a pill slips between my lips and one single thought grips itself around my throat and makes me write a suicide note while i choke on the truth that my youth is nothing but pathetic.
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Enlightenment made flesh Three thousand days of hell Mokujikigyo The ultimate sacrifice Immured anchorite Dehydrating Mantra Becoming to perform The ultimate suicide No worm shall consume me Eternity is only a moment Starvation is my fetish Sealed in my carcass
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The Burden 06:47
Can you see a dethroned God in my scars? Punished for unmentionable acts Acts that lead to the wicked path Acts that define mankind itself I am nothing but a mindless puppet with torn strings Walking on the trail of failure and insignificance Bitter old mans guilt, the demon lurking in thou mind The night sky is getting closer and I don't deserve to breathe I have been consumed, apathy, intolerance, where all things are dark and gloomy Is getting closer and closer, the night sky is above, over my soul I can't choose, I can't remember, I will drown in hollowness The cold has numbed my senses and the guilt has conjured a eclipse in my mind
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I have destroyed everything Like the worst plague I have destroyed everyone That's why offer you my last breath Another loss, that's what life is Thoughts for wounds that time won't heal A world of chaos where hate overtake A nightmare that you can not wake Losing in the mirror I see Who I will never be The disease I am And the cure that I need Bleak and blight is her call I will wither and decay Until I drown in despair I am lost in a nihilistic trance There is no salvation, no chance Feeling my body tremble and shake Hoping to someday to wake You keep asking "Who are you?" And I keep saying "Who I am?" The only thing I know how everything ends Because it will come by my hand I have destroyed everything Like the worst plague I have destroyed everyone That's why offer you my last breath There is no explanation for what I am A social aberration of blight and dark Mental screaming day and night All comes together for suicide
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released January 11, 2019

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